Not the Man you Think I Am

Super Daddy Chris I'm not the man you think you need I'm sorry that I broke our plans You pictured us together forever, I hope you understand That when you met me, I was broken, I gave you all I had But I was empty, I was hopeless, I couldn't be your man Cause I was frozen in a moment, haunted by my past Replay it like a movie in my head, hoping the scenes would last I knew I wasn't healed, but I still wanted to feel Some kind of love, even if it wasn't real I'm not the man you think I am I'm sorry that it's all an act I said I wasn't hurt and I was healed But I was lying 'bout that They say I'll love again, but I doubt it She had the key to my heart and she locked everyone out of it I know I said some things, I'm not proud of it Cause when your heart's broken, you lash out a bit I'm not the man you think I was I'm sorry that I changed so fast I swear I tried to make it work But I could never make it last Now I'm reading every old text Like it's bringing you to life I'm sorry that I hurt you, I was hurt too I know that doesn't make it right I'm not the man you think I am I'm sorry that it's all an act I said I wasn't hurt and I was healed But I was lying 'bout that They say I'll love again, but I doubt it She had the key to my heart and she locked everyone out of it I know I said some things, I'm not proud of it Cause when your heart's broken, you lash out a bit If I could send a message back to us on that first touch I'd tell you, "Don't you fix me, love" I'd spare you the pain of even knowing my name And tell you it's better this way I'm not the man you think I am I'm sorry that it's all an act I said I wasn't hurt and I was healed But I was lying 'bout that They say I'll love again, but I doubt it She had the key to my heart and she locked everyone out of it I know I said some things, I'm not proud of it Cause when your heart's broken, you lash out a bit They say I'll love again, but I doubt it She had the key to my heart And locked everyone out of it I know I said some things, I'm not proud of it Cause when your heart's broken... You lash out a bit Writer(s): Mark Edwards