Are We Through

So tell me, are we really through I'm posted in the living room, gaming with the boys Then you walk in talking, raising up your voice Saying you want better, saying that you're fed up Telling me you want me, but you want me to step up I feel like you just wanna fight, and tell me I'm not good enough You always overlook all the stuff I gave up You didn't like it when I hooped to have some friends over too If I wasn't with you, you didn't like what I would do You complained about the gym, you said, look, you're gone again So I had to quit that, but then I started getting big Quit my job to stay at home so I could take care of the kids So you could chase a dream while I was stuck here in the crib Now you look me in my face like somehow I'm still not enough All the pieces of myself I drop for you don't measure up If You don't wanna be with me no more, then fuck it, I can leave See, now you got me saying things I don't really mean You walk away, and I wonder if I said the wrong thing We done fought a million times, it always ends the same So I didn't think too much of it Why would this time really change So tell me, are we really through Is this the one that really matters to you Cause I'm so used to the fights we get into It seems to be the only thing we do So tell me, are we really through Cause it was just another fight to me And no matter how many times we fight It don't make me ever wanna leave So tell me, are we really through A few days pass and you've been different ever since I try to apologize, but it's always so intense We've been stuck inside routines, doing the same thing I just figured we would be okay eventually So I told myself that it's just the phase But you don't smile at me when we're face to face We're talking less and less like every day is our last day I always make sure to say I love you before you walk away But then you look at me and you don't say it back I can't lie, feels like the end is where we're at So tell me, are we really through Is this the one that really matters to you Cause I'm so used to the fights we get into It seems to be the only thing we do So tell me, are we really through Cause it was just another fight to me And no matter how many times we fight It don't make me ever wanna leave So tell me, are we really through I can see it in your eyes You don't see the sacrifices that I make behind the lines If you're already gone, why am I still here Trying to prove All the parts of me I gave up just to stay in love with you You say that you're exhausted And I'm mad you can't see through Everything I laid down for you So tell me, are we really through Is this the one that really matters to you Cause I'm so used to the fights we get into It seems to be the only thing we do So tell me, are we really through Cause it was just another fight to me And no matter how many times we fight It don't make me ever wanna leave So tell me, are we really through Writer(s): Mark Edwards